Update 1/4/20

My stomach has convinced me to turn in early tonight. I am in the guest bedroom of my boyfriend’s cousins’ house. They are nice people. Very loud given the time of night, although I know they don’t mean to be. I’m sitting here in the dark, having recently downed the cup of Chamomile tea Noah made for me, trying to coax my brain into falling asleep. Despite wanting quietness, I don’t mind the echoes of their excited musings. It makes me happy hearing them have a good time. Noah’s been needing this. I’m still looking forward to when he crawls up next to me in bed, though. It probably won’t be for a long while, but hopefully I will be successful in falling asleep, making it seem like no time at all. My tarot cards told me that despite the merriment, I would need some time alone tonight and at first I was skeptical but apparently they were right. Literally. Welp. It be like that sometimes. Have a good evening wherever you are, my readers.